My wife finished what we thought was her
final round of chemo. It looked like we made it to the end of the
tunnel, only to find out the light was from an oncoming train. The cancer is
not in remission, so we can't take the next step—stem cell therapy at UCLA.
You never know how
much you miss a normal life until it’s gone.
As my wife has wished
I’m doing my best to pour everything I have into my work but it’s hard to do
when your heart feels like a wrung-out dishrag. But I’m doing it anyway. One
word at a time, one page at a time, one chapter at a time, it will be done.
An opportunity popped
up. TOR publishing had opened submissions for novellas, so I sent in The Crystal
Sword. It’s a short story I wrote based in the world I’m currently writing in. I’m putting my work out there and we’ll see what happens.
In the meantime we
have a new round of treatments in two weeks and I will be done with my book by
that time. I'll set the novel aside for a week and just hold my wife’s hand as we
get through this next round.
The dragons can wait.